Mahasiswa? Masa?!

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This is one of my stories in my diary that I want to share ( I added and deleted some sentences here). Today, one of my friends asked  me to post more story, so ya! this is it. I wrote it in english but I am not sure about the grammatical error. I hope you don't mind to give me some suggestions in order i can improve my writing skill. 
Alright! without any further do, let's check this out. Happy reading :)

Friday, September 7, 2017

I am a fifth semester college student. I should've been thinking about job training,final report, and what I am going to do after graduate. But, the fact is I am still confused. Ya! confused about anything.
I am such a peculiar. I just think and think more without do anything. I am so angry with my self.  I just think about unimportant things that make my self dizzy instead. You know, I am a dreamer who like imagination so much. I often imagine about anything that's why sometimes I over thinking  a.k.a baper. 
As an old student in my major, which is I'll graduate soon. InshaAllah, my self-confidence doesn't improve well. I'm still thinking about my weakness and comparing my self with others. I know that's not good. I kow I should've been mature but... it's not easy. My friend said that I am so childish and like a kid and ya I admit it but it doesn't mean I am a child. Sometimes, I feel anything is hard. Ya! It's not easy when you don't have someone in the same mind like yours. It's not easy when you are speaking but no one is listening as they think that you look like a kid. It's not easy when you have dreams but you're alone. No one is in the same crazyness, thinking, and dream like yours.
It's not easy when you have many friends but you feel alone..
But, eventhough I feel alone but I know I am not alone. I have Allah, my God. I believe that he is always with me whenever I am at. I believe he had set everything in my life. I believe that he knows what best for me is. I always pray to Him and my success is because of Him. One thing that I know is I should do my best and  should change to be a better person. No matter what people say, I don't care. I have big dreams that I should strive for and I'll prove to them that I can be a successful person. InshaAllah..

How's my story? Is it sounds annoying? Sorry for the grammatical error and thank you for reading.




PS:
When I am writing this, there are some friends of  a friend in her room talking about "job training". They asked me if I'll tke it or not. I don't take a job training and they're like kind of taunt on me. I know it. -_- maybe they think I chose something wrong. Actually I really want too, but there is a reason that makes me can`t take it. I know that I may can't get experiences like them but I know I will get other experiences which I can share too. I know Allah must have better plans for me. 


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